November 2026

Choosing to be thankful

“Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”

‭‭1 Thessalonians‬ ‭5‬:‭18‬ ‭

Many times we walk through life wishing we had more or different. I know there is value in seeing the small things and appreciating them; thanking God for them. 

Nov 1

My three beautiful children. In reality, no more words are needed but they are chosen. Kamden, he motivates me to try to keep going even when I miss him so much during this chapter of his life. He is growing in ways he doesn’t even know yet. Skylar, she is tough on the outside but is clear headed when she offers a listening ear. She cares so much more than she shows. Dustin, a solid rock of help and reliability. A soft-spoken but clear thinker who is always available for family. These three are what I keep moving forward for. 

Nov 2

A Christian friend who understands a mother’s broken heart while her son is away. She understands not out of empathy but out of shared experience. A fall walk just to share our faith and proud momma moments. Thank you, Lori. 

Nov 3

Time spent with mom just having a nice meal and consignment shopping.  I Know these moments will be ever so precious and am thankful to have them now. I’m thankful I am aware enough to value the little moments. 

Nov 4

Hospital visit again for Sky. Thankful for the guy who sat beside her, was willing to clean her vomit off her face, and was attentive to her needs. Thank you, Jake. 

March 6, 2024

19 years ago I walked myself into the hospital awaiting the arrival of a beautiful little baby girl. Now 19 years later I walk my sweet girl into the surgery center for a 5th time in just as many years. The heart hurts more today than the body did that day. If I could take the pain of a c-section over the pain she will have to endure both physically and mentally over the coming weeks, I would. But I know this girl is a fighter. I know our God is bigger than even her fight. I know I will be there for her. 

As she grows perhaps she will weigh risk vs reward in her adventures. No more flips at the beach for her. Praying she will be free from the risk of further dislocations and have full range. Perhaps, The Lord’s plan is to allow her the experiences to empathize with others in her profession in her future. 

2024 The Way We Choose To See

“Many years ago a dear friend started doing what she called “Project 365”, 365 days of photos and counting your blessings. So I aim to choose to change my way of seeing things and set my heart and eyes, once again, on my daily blessings. Come along for the ride if you wish.” Those are the words I spoke again all too long ago. I have such a perfectionist personality, with many other faults to the same; ocd, ocpd, attention deficit, and I’m sure more. But it is that, that stops me from doing what I desire. Because if I can’t do it perfect, I neglect it completely. But where are the blessings in that? Where is the choice to see what you have been given and more importantly, who you have been given. So here’s to another year of trying.

January 1, 2024

We started the year differently than we have any other. We hosted a small gathering of my sister Brandi and brother in law Phill. Dustin hung a little. Kamden hung with us for the entire night. Skylar went to dinner with an old middle school, turned college, friend. We knew our children were with safe and trusted company and that brings a peace this time of year. 

My prayer for myself this year:

”Therefore I, a prisoner for serving the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of your calling, for you have been called by God. Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. For there is one body and one Spirit, just as you have been called to one glorious hope for the future.“ Ephesians‬ ‭4‬:‭1‬-‭4‬ 

Project 365 Begins 2023

Many years ago a dear friend started doing what she called “Project 365”, 365 days of photos and counting your blessings. So I aim to choose to change my way of seeing things and set my heart and eyes, once again on my daily blessings. Come along for the ride if you wish. Today’s blessing; 2 people that care enough about this lug, to redo her fencing last minute after she got out and chased a neighbor half way down the street. Not cool. But Adam and Dustin worked hard to resolve the issue. That’s a blessing because she needs her outdoor freedom so we can keep our sanity. 

I am so behind I’ll have to figure out how to post the pics from my phone. 

January 2020: Week 2

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January 2020! Week 1

My aim is to post a picture daily to remind me of my blessings. With each I will reflect on where The Lord is, in our lives.

January 4
My boy snuggling with the dog that he will deny loving. She has brought such a needed bond back to our family. She makes him smile, loves when he plays with her, and is such a love to all of us.

 I cannot help but acknowledge that my children are in youth group together. On a Saturday night, I do not neglect to praise The Lord that I have 3 children in service together.

January 3
One of my absolute favorite things to do is watch my children play sports. They each are strong athletes. I pray The Lord will make his plan known to this one as he approaches college decisions. I feel like He has a plan to use him on a sports field somewhere for His glory.

January 2
These two... Bailey was sick for 2.5 weeks and put our patience to the test. She blew up our floor, vomited daily, refused to eat. But it is a good thing that she is so loved.

January 1
5 Garrisons safely and happily under the same roof for a relaxing start to the new year. Just some hives and benedryl stopped Dustin from watching the ball drop.

Praying for a verse that speaks to this week.

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